DEAR DIARY

I felt ridiculed.
I had kept it to my self and I wished I had let it remain that way.  Locked and sealed within me.  This wasn't the first time Karmsi would make fun of me and I would totally laugh at her if I was in her shoes. 
  It was quite funny and normal but I wasn't normal and I didn't want it to be funny.  I shot her that look that always told her I wasn't in for jokes and I could break into tears if she didn't stop laughing. 
  She understood the message I had passed and her laughter reduced to a quiet snicker and she planted that i-am-just-kidding smirk on her face.
She began to walk towards me purposefully and I got myself ready for the motivational speech she was going to lay on me.
What are friends for?